city of her - II

                           we were  together again after an eventful morning   and we were  wet due to the rains ,she was sitting by my side in a public auto, maintaining a fare distance, but seems god heard what I wanted and then because of more and more passengers she automatically came close to me... close enough for me to feel her  breath ,smell her hair, I was  looking  in those deep eyes of hers and she was  looking away from me...she was shy ,yet i knew she was also feeling nice..... I was loving that shared auto ride...

After the auto ride we were walking together, we kept asking one another where the each of us wants to go.. Finally we settled on going to the mall. Although i wanted to be at a quieter, less populated place. But no such place existed nearby.

                                Sipping coffee at CCD was never that good before. As it was that day ...cappuccino never felt that awesome. And will not be any other day... maybe it was the effect of her warmth and sweetness... we sipped coffee from the same mug.   It was a pleasant sight to stare at her..@ her lovely big eyes. they seemed like they had  lot to say. but cannot find a way to convey their feelings . Moving around in mall, holding her hands.. afraid that someone might see us . but brave enough to still hold  each others hands. talking about it,  will a day like this ever come again ?? will we be together again ? lots of question. but both decided against answering it and  chose to enjoy that very moment.

     Time was running away from  our hands so we decided to have our lunch...who knows  it can be our first or last lunch together... we never knew what happened before...and were not sure what would happen next ... we  just knew that we were together now…at this very moment. ..Strange isn't it??  A day like this. Which never assures you of anything... yet it was beautiful and full of belief that whatever is happening is good.

                              Lunch was over and we started Moving towards our respective homes, in other words moving towards that road where we had to part ways. May be for the last time we were together, No promises of meeting again .only one commitment...that we will not forget this day. It was special...we will cherish every moment of this day ... and then finally we are on the road where we both have to take opposite directions. I just hold her hands and kissed her on her palm to say that... thanks for the memories and for spending this wonderful day with me.

                                 Moving away from here was a tough ask, with each and every step she was going away from me. And then she disappeared from my sight... my angel was gone.  Again away from my sight but she had moved inside the darkness of the cabinet of memories in my heart and enlightened  it with the light of her charm...

                      "IT DOESN'T MATTER FOR HOW MUCH TIME WE WERE TOGETHER

                    WHAT MATTERED THE MOST WAS HOW WE  FELT IN THOSE MOMENTS"

 FOR ME IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. I FELT SPECIAL. AND YOU WERE THE ONE WHO MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL. I WILL NEVER FORGET THOSE FOUR HOURS, FROM THE FIRST SIGHT OF YOURS TO THE DISAPPEARANCE OF YOUR SHADOW.  I LOVE U... AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU............................................................................ TO BE CONTINUED
city of her - I