City of her -I

This was not my first  visit  to this city  neither it was last... but still their was  something  different.. i had  an excitement within me this time ,which i never had before visiting this city, it was  same place  but there was a feeling which was never their before.

What was that? why i was feeling different??.. i was feeling  different  because i was about to meet someone..someone special..really special...never met her before.. this was the excitement  which  was  making difference .. which changed the atmosphere of the city.. all the things which i hated about this city were not looking that bad.. as if  my inner self was saying.. its a price i am paying to meet her..and it stands no where in comparison  to what i  am about to get.

After long wait of 2 days, finally the day arrived of my most awaited  meeting.. not  a meet for  materialistic purpose,it was a meeting  which was related directly  to my heart, morning was  fresh n full of  excitement  as it was never before.  their was hurry in everyday  stuff i do.. i wanted to skip  through all of  them  , then finally i went to meet her .. that  too  the places i hated most.. an educational  institute.. for the first time i was enjoying my time in  an educational building..

Finally i saw her,closer she was  coming my heart started beating  faster, faster with her each step. came closer to me  , she is shy, her eyes asking  are  you  fine.?? reached here without any problem?? all through her eyes but still silent,searching  for words. ,then  she  asked can we walk  together  away from the people  looking at us.... and we walked away ,  talked for a while before  she went  back  to her work...saying..she has  some work in their &  she will come back  soon..

     

She is gone now ..  disappeared  in the dark room inside a building..far from my eyes.... now i m back to my  senses and thinking is she was  with me for real..or it was a dream..  no i touched her.. it cant be a dream. why cant we touch someone in dream???...nope it was  for real... and am waiting for her to come back while sitting on a bench..waiting n waiting. i sent a  text  to her "" how much time u will take""" no reply from her side , now asking  asking myself... does she even care about me??  should she had given priority to me over that work .. me who came all the way to see n talk her only.. my cell ringed.. her voice was at other end...i am really sorry dear but it will take more time finishing this work... its OK  that was all i could say to her.

Now it was getting on mind , i cant wait anymore. she don't care about me and  am leaving.. text  her..   m going back to home,bye take care .. i reached half way on  my way to home..when  my cell ringed again...her name was on display.. i picked , she asked  where are you?? Asked me  to return .and i could not say anything else   my heart was happy again within a second..that  she left everything  for me.. coming to me...i started to go back where she was waiting for me...i was happy as i was in morning..as it was again a new start....

suddenly rain starts pouring  as if god saying,. hold down kid you are too desperate..

"ye ishq nahi asan itna samjh lijiye..aag ka dariya hai aur tair kar jana hai "

 it was  raining as it was the last time it is  raining.. i lost the way... lost the location  for some time... but finally  i saw her i smiled.. forgot it's  raining,forgot all the time she made me wait..it was  just one voice coming  from my inside "" I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS MOMENT".....

bahut der se jheelon ki gehrai maap rahe the kuch hasil  na hua..

ab to samunder main kood gaye , gehrai ka andaza kahan..

                                                                                        .............. to be continued .